"If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart."

-Alexander Solzhenitsyn

Ally posted this on her Facebook the other day. I read it and re-read it. In my wonderful threesome the other night with Tylenol PM and Xanax I got to thinking about Evil Deeds. I have pulled my fair share. I would like to think that I am honest person..

Honestly, I am not. Breaking down the quote above, I feel that I am a person somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds. To keep my hinds part safe I blend in with good people as to protect myself from being destroyed.

You may be thinking to yourself "but Vegas you always have an answer, or helped me, or got me taken care of..." What you don't know is that I am pulling out the stops to make it happen. Lying here, stealing this, Kicking this kid, hurting this person's feelings.

Or, you know that I am committing Evil Deeds. Yet, you still talk to me. You still find the time to ask my opinion. Aren't you scared you are somehow fucking up your own place in this world by associating with me? Aren't you scared of what might happen? Do you feel the same was as me?

I am indifferent, I don't care, I don't feel for people. I am a Wolf and I am disguised as a sheep..

-veg