Happy

I don't really know how to start this.

I guess I could start off by saying that I feel like I treat people right. I know in my life I have had my moments. I have been mean to people. I have been mean to girls, kids, old people. I am fully aware of what's going on, and what I am doing when I do it..

You know what really bothers me though??

When a girl tells me I make her happy. Let me rephrase that. It doesn't bother me when they say it, it makes me cautious. It makes me cautious because I am really good at making a girl feel special. I am thoughtful, I am sweet, I know what to say and when to say it. Honestly, all I want to do is make a girl happy. I want her to feel special. If I care about her, she should feel special.

But.

These girls these days. Don't know how to act. Unfortunately special, thoughtful, kind, caring.. Isn't good enough. These females always talkin' about how they want to be treated right. False. I hate to be that way, but the shit has to stop. LOL. I'm tired. Dudes are tired. I don't even wanna pick my damn phone up.

I guess it's my fault though. I've never been that hard ass guy that treated girls like shit. I've never really had too. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve. That bitch stays in the left side of my chest where it belongs, right behind my sugar skull tattoo.

So, next time one of yall wants to tell me I make you feel special, just hold on to that thought, let the shit marinate in your head for awhile, cause 2 weeks later when you're doing you, you can cook that thought up and serve it yourself cause I don't make nobody happy. Only person can make you happy is yourself..

I remain,

Jeremy Smith